Tuesday, September 21, 2010

It's not me, it's you.

Dear Sugar: I don't want to see you anymore. We're not good for each other....Actually, it's you that's not good for me. I will own up to my part in this unhealthy relationship, but you're the one who's going to leave. I get the house. You....get nothing. I'm not giving you one more inch. I will not spend one more dollar on you, not one more minute in your presence. You're toxic. You make me want more but then I just feel angry. You literally make it hard for me to breathe. You slow me down and make me doubt myself. Bottom line, you make me sad.

I lived without you, COMPLETELY without you, for thirty two days. I thought that would be long enough to break your hold on me. It wasn't. I thought I could go back for one more taste and be done with you, but no. Sucked in again.

Not any more. You don't get to win this one. It's over.

Not so much love,
L.

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